>>69043500She spent part of her childhood in rural China, was raised in a fucked up family situation, tried to be an underground kaigai idol in Japan for some time, and ended up as a literally starving 2view in Australia for a few years before passing for Iluna (she made it to the final stage in the first auditions but they picked Finana for Lazulight instead of her). NijiEN is not the worst experience she had so she's just acting like nothing out of the ordinary is happening.