Do you see Nyanners? The lack of confidence, the self-doubting, unfulfilled, drifting soul of a neurotic mind?
That was Gura too. Scrolling on memes, and occasionally entertaining and streaming at her miminum, lethargic to devote yourself to anything, feeding off the few skills you have that brought you a modicum of joy when you were devoted and not depressed enough to actually learn and hope to be good at them?
Gura, without hololive, is nyanners. Gura is being disciplined to actually put her lazy butt to work.
Gura is a broken mess, and her natural state is to be a lethargic waste and hope something just happens. She is self-concious, and unassertive, and probably has imposter syndrome about her massive success. constantly doubts herself and this will always weigh her down.
She probably has issues tying her work and life balance, and never sorted or mentally configured to be working for hololive like this. She is probably worrid about whether she is tired, perhaps feeling tied down as she cant discuss or talk freely.
She is insanely neurotic and is very high management, and having to deal with the enigma that is herself, probably has her feeling lonely and isolated.
>>3502044Ame on the other hand, is very self assured. She loves to stream and it was what she was doing all the time before hololive. She is hugely grateful to be doing this, and genuinely acts like she is unbelievably lucky to be playing games and acting as a cute anime girl.
She is very aware of what she is, and really down to earth with the absudity of her job is, and what she does. This makes her very genuine and truthful because she is.
