>>81081543gumpai here, nah i dont really care about numbers. i just post whatever i want and do whatever i want. im really comfortable where i am as a streamer. I know a lot of people do so much better than me and they deserve it. i do the absolute bare minimum in this hobby. vtubing is just for me to let my intrusive thoughts win, nothing else. some people stay for my personality and others block me because im being gay and retarded. it's chill and straightforward