>>69601408either i kill myself due to external circumstances or i get lucky enough to have a life i can tolerate. i don't want her to have any influence on that, i don't expect her to do more for me because of it cause i know a lot of you feel the same and it's just not viable for her.
dedicating my life to shondo has only helped me, i intend on spending as much time with her as i can without sabotaging tomorrow's forever but there's only so much i can control or do
so in 10 years i see myself very happy with my choice, i've seen enough to know i won't regret this
