>>59209007I understand where you are coming from. I don't think that missing Rushia is wrong. She was a retard but she was our retard. Rushia mattered to a lot of people, that impact and her place is genuine regardless of what happened down the road. No amount of yabs or reincarnations can take that from you.
Likewise, I don't believe in her being a pariah in these threads. I know her circumstances are unique, but the way I see it is that "Rushia" as a character is still intact for purposes here. As holofocused as we are, there are chuubas who graduate all the time, are they now forbidden? Ultimately, I agree with
>>59209243 here, If you liked Rushia, if you cared about Rushia, you should write Rushia as she was and as you remember her. Epitaphic as it might be
But, it's your fic, do what makes you feel the most comfortable.