>>31127450why is canceling plans you aren't interested in and being invested in something "ruining your life"? i doubt you would feel better if you had nothing to look forward to. that's how i would be if i wasn't invested in holo. i would probably just lie in bed staring at the ceiling. now i can look forward to gura streams and projects and opportunities to buy things related to her. it's not strange to cry over something that is your whole reason for getting up in the morning.
