>>34681644im just sick of it man. there was a year between the last babudon collab, its like he doesnt even care about the stars anymore. he just wants to hang out with mea and tamaki and nijisanji - literally anybody else who isnt holostars or even fucking holopro. im tired of watching him flirt with women. im tired of him not interacting with stars or streaming over their major events.and even more so than that im tired of all the fucking overseas fans encouraging it. im just fucking tired.
but i understand that complaining about this to him, to his fans, or on someplace like reddit would be pathetic and in bad taste. i dont own him. i dont know him. and your oshi's happiness should be your own. but i just feel so hollowed out and lonely. theres such a dissonance between now and last year, when i even had an opportunity to play games with him. i just want this feeling to leave because i know it isnt healthy and its distracting me from things that actually matter. i dont know man.
