>>36681102I've been a KFP for nearly 2 years, anon. With a few exceptions, she doesn't actually care that much about every individual fan, and her seeing your face makes no difference. She cares about "her fans", as a concept, leaving her, but as an individual, your influence to her is extremely negligible, so it's obviously much more important to focus on your own individual happiness, which is entirely in your hands.
But you already basically agreed so at this point I'm just tangenting. 