>>61366447I was very very close to him. been a long time since I was an /asp/ie but let me drop the info I know.
His long time league and steam accounts have both been inactive since he disappeared. these accounts were personal and just renamed, not brand new chuuba front accounts.
he posted an anhero note before signing off and disappearing. the note apologized for ending it and wasn't anything if note.
he was failing uni and about to get kicked out. his parents were increasingly upset at him for this and did not know he was an /asp/ie femboy chuuba. so if he got kicked out and had to return home, the lack of privacy might be why he's been MIA.
the week before disappearing he spammed me on discord with pics and videos in a weird rapid fire way. he also decided to do the note at a time he knew I'd be offline and asleep (early morning EU, practically dead night na) I found about the note from a mutual after I got worried.
he had been having especially bad menhera moments the week leading up to the disappearance. mostly due to failing uni. I'd encourage him to study but he always made excuses about it. he also randomly posted a photo of a knife in our dms with the caption "these are so cool" and that just seemed off to me, was the third to last thing he sent me.
I don't know anons...me and him were closer than I think most /asp/is were to him. it's why I'm still searching for the truth all these months later. I need to know if he pickled. I have a feeling just nagging at me that something's wrong.
I've decided if I don't find out I'm taking a trip to London. I know where he went to school and lived/grew up from when me and him did google street view to compare where we grew up.If the top brains here can't figure it out I will and report back.
only thing I'll say is when you find someone you care deeply about cherish them. I've felt empty since March and no I will not take my meds.
