Good morning, I love my paripi boyfriend!
>>44853796Goodnight, Shienyume! I hope your shoulder gets better soon!
>>44829900Bit late but I fell asleep, haha. Also a bit disjointed because I can't organize a thought worth a damn.
What got me started was he was talking about being both S and M... The gap there is really fucking good to me. I still believe he's far more submissive than dominant, and much more of a masochist than a sadist. Despite how often he slaps Assistants, like last night because people were falling asleep on his stream even though he'd worked so hard and was making the effort because he wanted to talk to us. His S moments are really fucking good, but it's also a byproduct of us wanting it from him. Which I love, he's so generous and accommodating even if he's the one that'd rather be slapped.
He was also literally slapping himself and screaming "It hurts! More! More! MORE!" last night, so I don't know what he wants me to do with that information other than get off to the thought of testing how much he can handle before he cums. Also related but imagine how fucking vocal he would be. I don't know if it's hotter if he's forced to be quiet with a gag or something, or if he just lets it all out. Both are good.
Maybe it's the yume in me but I love thinking about the aftercare too. I'd want him to be spoiled afterwards. He deserves to be praised and pampered, cooked a nice meal as a reward, all that kinda stuff. Now I'm getting emotional about how much I love him and I want all the good things in the world for him, so I'm gonna shut up now.Sorry, I have a lot of feelings for paripi boyfriend...
