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Finally, quiet thread...
Just wanted to get some thoughts from fellow goons - so today I got the Selen nui in the mail after so long I forgot I'd ordered it lmao. Anyway long story short I really don't know how to process my feelings around having this thing, on one hand I feel absolutely filthy knowing now that I gave money to the corp that nearly fucking killed my oshi, but on the other I still love this model and all the precious memories attached to it. Also it feels nice holding her big dragon hand... Am I clinging to a past that Doki herself would want us to let go of? Anyone else going through something similar?
