>>59754302Ahhh, you're the Kindred that's always fun to talk to, hehe. T-Thank you for calling me cute...Still struggle processing praise.
You're right right too about the oshi similarities! I think people tend to gravitate generally speaking towards people similar to them in a lot of aspects. That OR people who are the opposite of them... But yeah the motivation given has helped me push towards getting things right. No smokes for a month this week, working on reducing my caffeine, doubling back up on the workouts while waiting for the processing for my stuff to do work in the interest of the family, including travel documents and visas, and stuff which I have to be hush about, while still working my dayjob until the shift. Some days I overdo it, I'm bad at keeping within my physical limits, but I'm trying to learn to balance that better too... I wanted to try out vtubing but my mom kinda came to me with offers I couldn't refuse for long term dream interests and fixing up struggles I have in the now. I'm hoping to travel to at least two cons next year if I can, so maybe we could meet up and be friends! I wanted to go this year but it just wasn't possible for me.
>>59754430This one lives in SoCal for now. Pragmatist in me wants to buy land in Texas at some point. Want to build a house. Want to build an office for the TTRPG and game dev company somewhere affordable, with cost of living including gas, taxes, etc in mind, and because I do love me a grill and or bbq. And guns and home defense. Don't want to deal with California's insane politicians anymore, not that any one state is free of them, but I digress. Want to keep myself, family and neighbors safe in the future.
>>59754649Sorry that it happened, anon... If it helps I've had it go back and forward slowly over time. I gained a lot of weight after high school due to depression and a bad lung issue for a while. Just slowly worked my way back into better health at a pace I could handle. Eventually found myself able to able to push through a lot more than I thought. I'm blessed with ridiculously good lungs for someone who spent 15 years smoking. I hope you can find the right level for you at some point, or the the issues are something you can overcome to a degree.
This is a tangent too:
A couple of my good friends have had to deal with family genetic stuff that has made it tough. One's mom lost her motor-skills in her legs and she was houselocked till she passed a couple years ago basically, and the fear was he, his younger brothers and sister would face the same issue... But all of them miraculously did not get hit by the motor-skills debilitating effects despite passing the age threshold. My other friend has gone 90% legally blind, he cannot see an inch past his face due to the nerve-endings in his eyeballs genetically detaching themselves, he thankfully lives in Germany where the healthcare and care for citizens allows him to live with good benefits, a blind dog, train pass, and he plays turn-based video games with me from time to time. Has a really nice girlfriend too, he used to be a breakdancing/light stick dancing/fire-poi kind of guy... Everyone's got their struggles and I'm thankful the ones I have are mostly things I can overcome by my own efforts and don't want to take it for granted.I'm a bit spent today, ready to shower in a bit and relax for the evening. Hope you all have wonderful nights, anons.
