>>25716972I've simply come to accept that I'm going to have to send 2x the amount of whatever it is I want to gift my oshi through Streamlabs at this point.
>>25717021I don't even regret buying it either, I'm just too much of a mess to be worthy of having it, which is a shame, because I'd like to be able to provide something of more value to my oshi than just being a turbo Gosling. Money comes and goes, but at least ideally, she'll always have that art or whatever else I'd make if she were to ever, dare I think it, move on and graduate someday.