>>24669574NTA, but I was on some h-manga site years ago, somehow opened yaoi when I was really big into bjs at the time, and the way it focused on one guy sucking the other's perfect cock just really did it for me. I don't think I ever fapped to "normal" yaoi again, but I would sprinkle traps into my fapping material pretty regularly after that. When Astolfo got popular I was fapping to more traps than anything else at the time. The idea of a male dressing cutely like a girl and being sexually submissive to another while being enthusiastic about it goes against everything I was taught a man is supposed to be and that really turns me on.
