>>19461249The busted lightbulb and ew blood parts were my favorite btw. I don't know if you keep it strictly time sequential but if so good choice putting the red light district clip right after the ew blood. Surprisingly enjoyable, though I still have an inexplicable urge to bully your avatar.
Take care of your health and needs first, so that you can be your best self. But don't be afraid to show less than your best. Last thing I'll say is start full-length streamer now rather than far far future. Making mistakes and sucking when you first start is important. Getting over the ZERO VIEWS boogeyman is very important if you're in this for self-satisfaction. Streaming therapeutically has been really powerful for me and a lot of others I know, you're basically forced to confront all your weaknesses and shortcomings. Embrace it. No pain, no gain.
For the love of God don't delete your shit either. Being able to see your progress is how you develop actual self-esteem that's not reliant on material things or other people. Good night.