>>27042217no pact = pact, this is binding. To violate would be the same as to kill Pippa by your own two hands, which is unacceptable. That you would even consider this causes me to doubt your loyalty.
Besides you are too late to be reincarnated as one of Pippa's rabbits anyway. Try getting some vitamin D, as deficiency in that can be one of the major causes of depression, by either being outside slightly more or supplements if you cant bear that.