>>84061827I got the coof which sucked but after recovering I started thinking every little thing was like cancer or a heart attack or stroke and the anxiety from that built up so I started physically feeling like I was dying. Many trips to the hospital and being told it was anxiety and I was fine got me on track to will myself through it but I guess I trained my body to freak out over things it shouldn't, even unconsciously and I probably put my immune system through the ringer for half the year too. I spent the last half of the year and part of this year recovering from what I did to myself but it still gets me every now and then. Last few months it's creeped up a few times and the last couple of weeks have been kinda shitty but I can't tell if i'm just normal sick or anxiety sick.
And I can't ask a doctor because of the hospital bills and they probably wouldn't take me seriously after all the anxiety visits last year. I just want to feel normal for a while, being able to sleep without breathing or heart palpitation issues would be nice.
