>>56260131I'm bragging about not being a braindead NPC who pays for women to live lavish lifestyles away from their retarded paypig fans.
I spend plenty of money on hobbies with much more tangible benefits.
Yugioh as seen here
>>56259610, camping and outdoor gear in general, new camera lenses, fishing equipment, you name it.
You're paying some parasite to play games badly and to read out a comment you spent $20 for.
What you've invested money into has no benefit for you, only her. It's peak cuckoldry. What I've invested money into solely has benefits for me. My card collection is worth literal thousands more than what I bought everything for over the years, not that I'd ever sell it, but the option is there.
You've been willingly scammed by someone preying on your need for affection, which she can't/won't give you anyway, you've only deluded yourself into thinking that's what you're getting.