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Always tried not to look at porn and lewds of vtuber from the start, but as of lately I gave in to my lust and jacked off to em once, the addiction kicked in.
Shit fucked me up worst post nut clarity I got, I feel guilty I can't see them on the same light anymore. I feel embarrassed if I come to their streams knowing the fact that I fapped to em.
I really want to stop but that's easier said than done, porn really is like a fucking drug. Having finals rn that's giving me stress isn't helping either even though I'm spending my time productively.