>>18182558In all honesty all of vtubing is an illusion. These girls aren't horny for each other. They don't always have a medical emergency when they go on break. The stories they tell aren't always the full truth. Every vtuber casts an illusion spell on the audience and the audience knows it, but like actors in a play we all play our part. Some people take careful sips from the well while others drink deep. I hope things work out for you.