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Suisei was one of my introductions to Hololive, the Project Winter clips of her specifically. She is my first and still my oshi. However I don't speak Japanese, so as a result I have watched and understood much more Fuwamoco and I guess you could say I'm closer to them? Even though they've only been around a few months, whereas I've been watching Suisei for 5 years now, out of the 6 she's been around. It creates conflicting feelings in me, and also why I'm hesitant to say I love them, because do I really? Don't I also love Suisei? Even though I've consumed much more Fuwamoco content by volume, when Suisei gets on stage, I weep. I'm so proud of her, she was just some weirdo and now she's truly the Pride of Hololive like Fubuki said. And yet I feel distance because she can't stream that often, most of her merch and collabs are in Japan, and like I said I don't speak Japanese. But whenever I see her perform I'm blown away. I'm afraid of this happening to Fuwamoco too, of them getting super popular, even though it's what they dreamed of like Suisei, there is a selfish part of me that just feels lonely. When I got into vtubing, there was only oshi. Now I have multiple oshi and I still never really declared kamioshi, but I hesitate to call Fuwamoco that because I still really really love Sui-chan. I can't help it. She is my first love.
