>>42386246I've been in that place before, peep. I think it's a weird thing with Enna specially because she's often so blunt about so many things that you might think she's lying about it. And once you're convinced someone is lying to you, nothing can really convince you of the contrary.
What I have to tell you is this: You shouldn't care about whether what your oshi says is true or not, but about whether you would have cared to know in the first place had the question not been posed to you. Perhaps she's lying; she's a flawed person just like anybody. Perhaps there's things she's hiding, things she's running away from, things she doesn't want to admit. Is it my place to pry? Am I someone to judge? Will knowing make me happier? Will it free me? Allow me to do things I couldn't before? I think nowadays, people have forgotten they're allowed to not put all of themselves out there. Sometimes it's okay to just not know. Sometimes it's fine to be an introvert. Be reserved. Be quiet.
My oshi is precious to me, so, I'm thankful I got to meet her even in this capacity. Out of millions and millions of people life managed to put her in my way. I know the reality of internet communications might seem poor at times, but you shouldn't take it for granted. It's a miracle that people can meet each other in this way at all.
