>>25864742in school i would often study for a test a lot only to fail, or barely pass
whereas my peers would get good grades with fraction of an effort
in fact it's a recurring theme in my dreams that i expect to do good on a test only to get it back with a failing grade
every time there was a math test i stared at the paper thinking of ways to kill myself when i get home
now i'm older and my brain's neuroplasticity isn't any good it's probably more impossible than ever to learn anything
i have no skills