>>46815426I was too late to link this thread in the last one as i just woke up. I was busy getting my monthly grocery shopping done yesterday so i was pretty much dead and still am. Fell asleep before i was able to take my sleeping meds and woke up too early again so im about to do that, probably wont be around today to bump the thread.
>>46815600Im not giving up on the thread until im the last poster here and people still use the thread. I didnt give up on living yet either despite my will to live being on life support for years so ill stay until the thread is truly over or im dead, whatever comes first.
>>46815813Will be back on monday for sure, it wasnt a depression issues this time (i got better about that somehow) but rather i wanted to take a week long break (talked to BP about it in DMs as my social anxiety got pretty bad) and then my insomnia got to the point i got so sleep deprived that my brain was barely functional making dealing with my SA worse (main reason ive been gone). Double dosage of sleeping meds work so im gonna get as much sleep as i can this weekend to catch up on sleep and work on things again. Sorry for being like this, my brains a mess, ill make sure this is the last time it happens. This is 100% a me issue, no ones is at fault here but myself, let me say that much.