>>80331611I have a learning disability and was never taught to take care of myself. I was dropped out of high school and told to figure it out with zero help from anyone. I tried to find a way to further my education but couldn't and no one wants to help a greasy nerdy socially retarded boy. No job experience, no money, no house, no relationships, countless sleepless nights of my youth worried about my future with no way to do anything about, no skills, never taught anything or my future acknowledged by those around me. I was a living void that just existed for society and my family floating around in the background and being outright ignored when I asked anyone, ANYONE for help.
I have severe anxiety disorder that leaves me with crippling sickness that can last for weeks or months and I have no way to see a doctor so that anxiety extends to my health as well. I have an outstanding ER bill because I thought I was dying at the time.
I couldn't care less if a meteor the size of the moons slams into the earth right now. Nothing matters.