>>62779817For a few years, I put out original content which consistently reached upwards of 1m+ impressions and was featured on various "buzzfeed"esque sites (including Buzzfeed themselves) which I wore as a badge of pride at the time but not so much anymore. Remnants of this stuff can still be found around the internet. I stopped because after 2 years, I was running out of ideas and couldn't deliver quality as consistently.
You can do all the mental gymnastics you want to convince yourself that all this has been worthless, but even failed opportunities provide things of value. Only a pessimist who quite literally WILL never make it will be unable to find that value, and subsequently apply that to their next venture. Vtubing also isn't hot and new, it's been popular for years. If I wanted to capitalize on that aspect, I would have done it in 2020 or 2021.
Anyways.
I think you will suffer a worse fate than I will, even if this ends up being a flop for me. Your mentality is so poor, that you will not only not make it, you will also refuse to dive back in or get into something else with new knowledge or an improved mindset. You will sit and wallow in it and hate everyone for your own shortcomings. You will keep throwing the same ball at the wall and hoping it sticks. You are an angry, spiteful person who could fill a family size Dorito bag with the amount of chips on your shoulder, but you couldn't pop a can of Pringles. You think openly shitting on people who try to care about you is the way to go. The only people I see doing this are terminally-on-Twitter 0views, which is where my grievance came from because they're a dime a dozen. So GOOD LUCK!
You aren't meant to be an entertainer. You are meant to be a seething retail worker.
