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It's the hard part now. Learning to bear with the loss and picking yourself up after. Time to pick up the hobbies you had before or keep honing your reps.. something that doesn't have you rotting away forever being miserable. Take it easy for a bit, though.
Maybe she'll come back, maybe not. Lulu gave me hope, personally. Even if that took years. Trust in her friends and trust especially in her, we'll should be hearing some stories at least. It shouldn't have ended like this but I'm glad she was in our lives. I think she was a good motivator for improvement in a lot of us.
The person you want to become from now on can only happen due to these years, so be grateful for them. Keep the hope that they can happen again someday.