>>79429809Because I can change, I just need to get out of the way of myself. Giving up isn't why I do any of what I do. I'm here for fun and some of the fun is sharing my progress with others. Sure, I want some validation, but who here doesn't want that? I haven't even done half the things I want to do. I'm barely getting started and you can complain and insult me all you like, that means I have some attention and I'm literally not streaming to the abyss. I'm a dumb idiot who can't/won't quit