>>86476591If anything, it would be absolutely cruel to my oshi if she found out I an hero'd because of her. Hypothetically I'd kill myself because I had enough, not because I'm an attention whore desperate to be coddled by the people I love. If I want to die, none of you, my friends, my family and especially my oshi wouldn't know about it. In fact, I'd be sure to die in another country and make all the excuses for anyone who finds out assume it was a skydive mishap at the peak of my vacation or something. Anyone who offs themselves otherwise are pure shit