>>11476131>Yeah, I think I'm just gonna leave this hobby and find something else to do with my time and money. I can't believe I have a heartache over that girl. I don't wanna cause her any trouble since we had a lot of fun times together.By the way you talk about her, I'm going to assume that your oshi is a 2views or small indie. It seems like she's sweet and likes to engage with her audience, whether or not it's something like GFE
>Why does it feel so wrong then?You fell in the trap of the parasocial relationship. You ended forming an one-sided connection with a streamer you looked up to, and now that you discovered that she had other things in mind, you feel hurt
I actually respect you anon, you're taking responsibility for your misplaced feelings, and that's not something the average schizo would do. I hope that one day you can find a woman IRL that loves you
