>>85876862I think a lot of ruffians feel a similar way, even if a lot refuse to admit it
I just want to know what it's all for. The countless hours of homework, at least half of which gets canned before it reaches sunlight, and even less the amount that reaches the fans several months later.
They want to be idols, but chances are that most of the homework they do isn't even idol work. At best it's recordings ruffians won't see until months later, if it even lives that long. And at worst it's paperwork that will absolutely never see the light of day
This isn't from this member stream or anything but, it just feels like I've lost something and aside from a stage performance once a year that costs money to see and even then only for a limited time, I didn't gain anything
If Year 2 is worse than S2 then I'll honestly have to drop them, which I really don't want to do. But if I can make it that far, even sunk-cost fallacy won't be enough to stop me
This isn't about streams or anything, I just don't see what it's all for. And I don't think anyone really does
