>>27040710Sleep, eat, watch oshi, hustle grind, work, gym, browse vt. And I also browse vt during the times when I should be doing those other things.
>at what point do I actually just kill myself?Get rich and then use your power to save other people, it's worth it. I don't mean give free shit but more like, be the cool landlord who's willing to look away for a few months, be the guy who gives free piano lessons, be the guy who makes other peoples' lives easier. That way you won't feel like life is meaningless because you're affecting others in a good way instead of sitting at home hoarding money in a dark room, or lording over wagies.