>>19939040It's just motivation. I have lots of ideas - very few of them make it into stories, let alone posted into the threads at all. Money is a great motivator, sure, and I highly appreciate you being willing to overhead it at me. But if that internal spark isn't there - the spark that drives one forward with manic haste, able to effortlessly punch out letter after letter, page after page - it feels like I'm fucking grinding my balls against a sandpaper sundial. Put simply, I'm inconsistent with regards to speed at which commissions are finished, and don't want to disappoint people, especially with a subpar product my heart wasn't in, sorry to say.