>>6947835Futile Lamyntations, which was my first story ever. I made it in one bout of inspiration, a innocent mind first experiencing the joy of being excited to try out a new hobby, but i kept comparing myself to others and ended up fucking myself over. I didn't mean to say all this shit, i have a very bad habit of mind reading, assuming a lack of an answer is equal to the other party being unamused so i keep on rattling on and on. I'm sure my writing is probably not garbage, but these damn demons man, they keep clawing at you until you feel like you're the absolute worst. It's 4AM so that doesn't help much.