>>76811158My mother died 5 years ago. The best advice I could give is to distract yourself and be produce. Avoid doing nothing all day. Clean your room, exercise, write, draw, go outside, have a walk, see nature. etc. You will probably be depressed for about a year or two, having trouble sleeping, eating, getting up in the morning. I know I did. But if you focus on doing small little improvements you will get out of the bad mind spirals.