>>32864932It will be okay, Freaky, it takes a long, long time to become a better person, but you're doing more than others by taking that initiative. A lot of your problems aren't inherently your fault as it stems from possible childhood trauma, along with being neurodivergent and whatnot, but as long as you recognize when you said something wrong and try to change it, it means you're making progress. It'll get better so long as you continue to strive to be better.
