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If it is true and Mori was a crap shoot of my subconcious it's filled me with tragedy how you ended up. You're someone I could really love, full of ambition, risk taker, free to be themselves, lucky (yes that's something I admire in a person), and enough of the superficial crap to line up that you'd be someone I'd want to know.
At the same time you're a person I'd resent, with a personality and behavior that would always remind me of the things I can't stand about a world that really shouldn't be of my own. You lie, a lot. Despite your efforts to be free on your own you still put others down on impulse, and maybe now I'm just projecting my own beliefs but being a big tit white woman would have helped you get far. I'm letting go of others who can't hold onto their promises, I think it's important we do try to make the world our own without others, but deep down I do want to experience things with others again.
I've forgotten what it's like to be just in a group of friends who know eachother shooting the shit and this weekend reminded me of it non stop.
