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Can any parasocialbros or unicornbros give a little help? I can't fucking do it, I'm just dying of cringe just imagining it.
I recently added one of my 2view oshis in her favorite game and she accepted for whatever reason. My Japanese is kinda bad but we have been talking quite a bit in game and playing together. To be honest I don't even like that game much but she seems to like it a lot and I'm relatively "good" at it so I just been giving her a bit of help here and there. All our conversations are game related with a bit of joking around here and there. I know this is basically "receiving special treatment" and her gachikois will destroy my ass and hers if this ever gets out but the logical part of my brain still can't get over the fact that we live in different countries and I'll never meet up with her IRL anyway and this is literally nothing but some in-game friend interaction because I'm just talking to her like a regular human instead of how the rest of her chat acts just being doormat simps throwing their money and love bombing her calling her cute etc. Anyway, how do I trick my brain into thinking this is something more so I can have increased mental orgasms when fapping to her ASMR? This feels just about the same as before (desu her ASMR is kinda mid and there are much better girls than her). Or alternative, how do I steer the conversation off just the stupid game and into how to improve her ASMR? I have literally never talked about that subject or fapping to her ASMR in game because its embarassing and weird.