>>83834519I wouldn't say it broke me cause I've had time to move on already, but it was definitely a shock to the system. I've known about the not so great things she's gotten up to, but I could always fall back on this idea that the Rushia I knew and supported wasn't like that and she had changed a while after. Now learning a lot of stuff was happening in secret while she was Rushia and she really was this bad the whole time... I can't really go by that anymore without ignoring her literally admitting to being married to another at the time, and that really isn't something you can just "forgive and forget". So now the only options are I cut myself off entirely or make up something else and say I still love the character of Rushia but not the person, but that feels weird to me so idk. I am fine though, it's just saddening and really confusing and I'm still not sure what to do about it. I worry more about the others who haven't been able to move on like I have to be honest. I hope they're all coping alright. Also hi I hope everyone here's been doing ok and living your lives the best you can. I'm sorry I haven't been around at all, to tell the truth I'm kind of out of the loop with all the AI stuff now so it felt wrong weighing in on stuff I don't know much about anymore, but I'm still hanging around watching from time to time and wishing you all the best! Remember that whatever happens, here or elsewhere, there's always a happy ending no matter how distant it might seem, as long as you keep searching. NEVER lose hope. You all better keep hoping your hopes very very hopefully or else I'm going to come to your house and hope you to death
