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>I was diagnosed with clinical endogenous depression when I was 16 years old endogenous.
>Get into antidepressives at 17 years old
>Got kicked out of college twice, one when I was 20 years old and when I was 23 years old, still no degree
>Tried to kill myself by jumping out from a third floor when I was 21 years old, failled and just broke my leg and shoulder
>Lost my virginity when I was 26 years old, with a drunk girl that I meet that same night, end up fucking her with another dude until she pass out drunk, didn't cum
>I was a NEET for 5 years until I was 28 years old
>Got kicked out from my home when I was 28 years old, all I had was a bike, a sleeping bag, and some clothes
>Was homeless for 2 months, I used to live in the forest near my grandmother house, I would steal from her house time to time
>tried to kill myself with helium, didn't work because of the european legislation that make impossible to killl yourself with helium anymore
>Got my first job when I was 28 years old, as a chashier, by lying on my application, while being homeless
>End up renting a small unit storage, with my first pay check, live there for 8 months
>Now with 31 years old, I'm working in a bodega as a cashier and manager
>Living in a shitty apartment
>My life is going to work, watch vtubers, fall sleep, wake up and go to work again, everyday
>Never had a gf, don't have IRL friends, haven't talked to anyone in my family for more than 3-4 years
>The antidepressants that I used to take killed my libido, I can't get it up anymore
But somehow, I still want to live
