>>27786819Hey, come on friend, sure you had it rough, but maybe you can be the escapism some other person that's having it rough nowadays needs
I too was in a shitty household and was raised by 4chan, i was the shittiest human being untill i decided to try, now i suck a bit less but hey it's progress.
I am sure you can take your niche and make something nice out of it, and use something easy and casual for when you have no content for your niche!
I'm bad at videogames and i've been playing them for 20 years now, but it's fun, and if playing can be a medium for me to connect with a few sweaty peeps and brighten their minutes then it's worth a shot, no?
I think you should focus less on what others do and more on what you wand to do, followed by what you can do, eventually you'll do it, takes time and failures, but that's the exp you need to level up, and try with better chances!
Your brain is afraid of change, even if you know it'll be positive somehow, so it'll give you all kind of barriers, you have to be ready to tackle these blocking thoughts.
You can do it, at your own pace but you'll get there!
