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I live in a perpetual torment
I have never in my entire life said words "I love you" to someone in person.
I have never in my entire life respected or wanted to spend time with someone.
Maybe it's because I have never bothered to try to know other people, maybe I didn't want to...
But when I listen to Kiki I feel happy, I feel her passion, I feel her interest...
I respect her, I want to spend time with her, I want to say "I love you" in person...
But alas, I will never be able to do so, even if I had the chance I couldn't because that would mean betrayal of my morals and betrayal of other champyons and Kiki, herself.
Yet I want to feel that love in person, I want to find a person I can respect, love and want to spend time together.
But that would lead to betraying my love for Kiki, for another. And I know that would hurt her, and I never want to hurt her.
I have no way out of this.
I live in a perpetual torment
I guess I am drinking tonight too
