>>67624698I mean, to be fair. Lurkers are part of any community. Despite how much and open i talk in this thread. I used to be a 100% lurker only kind of person in every community before.
I think this is one of the few communitys i talk and just power through the anxiety. I mean sometimes my hands literally shake just typing out posts here but i still hit enter. I mean my above posts i did today and last night were some of these.
I just dont want to make things akward due to my bad social skills/autism and not being able. I actually use kuro to check up with some things sometimes, before i post them and edit them if needed, to prevent oversharing TOO much. Im open about things but i dont want to overwhelm people with that so i try to work on that. Knowing that theres a 99% possiblity that i have autism helped get better about it and try to avoid overly repetitive usage of the same words and phrases.
