>>64565204Listen, I'm actually a married man spending my life in this shithole. It's just a hobby for me.
When you get the real thing, you're much more resilient to becoming a gosling or catching parasocial feelings. Right now, I only watch chuubas purely out of entertainment, both for myself, for my wife and for my marriage.
2 months is a very young relationship, but if you want to make it last a long time while being exclusive to each other, I recommend you start disassociating any romantic feelings you have for your oshi and instead pour that affection into your GF. If your GF doesn't appreciate your affection or reciprocate it (or if she's unwilling to accept your hobby of watching vtubers), then you should dump her and go back to your oshi, because your oshi can never say no as a result of not even knowing you.
