>>91692344Someone else can't fix you, brother Pentomo. Only you can do that. But I know having someone can inspire you to be your best, so I understand how you feel. We're all works in progress, and can always become the person that can attract the kinda person we want in our lives.
Also don't move to Indonesia, I have friends who had to move out because they were Christian Indonesian and they got family members murdered by their neighbors just for that, bad idea 