>>28128096just my family, they would not like me being gone, but honestly, sometimes I wish I was never here I just want to be gone, everything feels futile at best or worthless at worst when the anxiety and the uncertainty of my future take hold in my head, I hope I could have the certainty that I would be happy, that all is going to have a point like a video game or a book.
but that is not how this works.
