>>4860401>I can't believe how this hits me harder than some funerals I've been toBecause she just seemed like part of reality, a constant cosmic force, that you could take for granted: you didn't think about her much but at least she would always be there. And maybe you knew of her reputation as someone who cared about her senpai, kouhai and genmates alike?
Realizing that she wasn't a permanent part of reality, realizing that kind people don't get to remain with us forever... well that's challenging to contemplate without getting a little down.