>>24451442I was like this for a while, but I recently went to the doctor to talk about it and am unironically taking meds now. It didn't magically fix everything, but I'm a lot less suicidal now and am working on improving myself to get to a point that I can be OK with life.
Not wanting to miss Gura's streams or make the few people I care about sad is all that keeps me going sometimes, but it's enough.
