>>34043111I'm unironically devastated. I met her at this party I went to on a whim (I'm not much of a party goer if you can believe it lol). I was uncomfortable and awkward for most of the party but then met this girl and the both of us hit it off instantly. She hung on my every word and we talked for hours which is unusual for me because most of the time I'm mute.
Can't stop fucking thinking about it. I had a taste of a better life and I ruined it before it started. Makes me feel sick to my stomach when I think about it.
