>>74866481I don't deserve kiki being so nice to me. I hate myself and want kiki to hate me too. I know I'm irrational and in a mind cycle, but knowing doesn't make it feel better or go away. people being nice to me makes me feel like I'm burdening them with my feelings. They have to make me feel better just because I'm a fucking wreck.
>>74866748you are probably right. I just need to sleep it off ... and kiki thank you, you did help me feel better.
